What will you do?

When you are feeling down and emotional, what will you do and why did you do it? Different people have different opinions. Some will just run away from the problem. Some will face the problem and handle it. Some will ask someone to handle it. Which one are you?

As for me, I've different ways to handle the different problems. I'll choose what I believe is the right at that point of time.

It's a pity I don't stay in the east. The reason is because 2 of my favourite beach in Singapore are in the east. Changi beach and East Coast Park.

One of the reasons I love the beach is because it runs in the gene. My mum's family used to stay at Changi Village before being shifted by the government to HDB flats. Grandma used to tell me how my mum and her siblings love to go to the beach which was 10 minutes away from their kampung house.



Many people love to go to the beach because of the calm and peaceful environment. I love to go to the beach for that very reason. Having the sunset will be a bonus. I love to think about my problems at the beach. Lots of ideas about overcoming the problems will come easily in that environment.

But I said that the beach is too far away.

Another way that I'll do that I always do every few nights is to think on the bed. When most people are sleeping, I'll be on my cosy bed thinking. Thinking about anything that will come to my mind at that point.

Listening to music is another way that I practice sometimes. I have this favourite 'jiwang' song that I listen to sometimes. It's by a group called Slam.



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